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don't sell your heart,don't say we're not meant to be. navigations are the fours lines of lyrics. they are profile, entries, tagboard and links navigations respectively (from the top).	Tuesday, March 31, 2009, 12:24 AM you've got some kind of magic. hypnotic,hypnotic.,YOU'RE LEAVING ME BREATHLESS. right now,i'm in kei ann's place.:)) i'm just a bit bored.she's sleeping and we're waiting for radj.please mag online ka na.kayyy.i'm like freakin' LSS-ed with that I CAUGHT MYSELF SONG sung by paramore .:)) i wont be able to go online for 2 or 3 days becoz some freaky shithead decided to release some sort of viruses that would crash your computer.whatever.kasi daw APRIL FOOL'S DAY KAYA YUN NILA INISIP.whatever.ang bobo niyo.:)) you seriously have nothing better to do.:))) sori.nagiinarte lang ako ngaun.at.selos na selos na selos.may asshole na nagsabing bagay daw sila.WEHHHH. HINDI SILA BAGAY OKAY.x-( SHEMAY KA SHEMAY.straightface and.okay.mahal na mahal kita hindi ko lang alam kung baket.kasi EWAN KO BA.pare.iloveloveloveyouuuu.:) jsndsjdnsjnsdsj.brr.ang labo ko kausap.randomzzzz ehhhh.:)) xO, madie~~yotch.~~ Monday, March 30, 2009, 3:19 AM she knows what she's doing. i'm just bored.bored.bored. I MISS MY FRIENDS IN SCHOOL.terribly.:\| Thursday is cards out day and it doesn't scare me.I SWEAR IT DOESN'T :D i just know that i did my best this fourth quarter and whatever grade my teacher puts in there alam ko na dugo at pawis ang binuhos ko para makuha yun.kahit gano pa ka pangit yan =)) seryoso.i did and complied each and every requirement naman eh.:D you know.i sacrificed alot just so i could get that.i didn't go to some lakads and parties so i could study algebra .i didn't use the computer for quite sometime.i watched TV Less.i slept later than the usual. see? i worked hard for that. :)) hahaha.:)) i do not have plans this summer.pero i know that next year.i'll be studying in dominican college.:D OH YEAH.you heard me right.dun na ako mag-aaral.GUESSZZZWHUUTT? sobrang okay lang sakin :) i'm actually looking forward to it.kasi feeling ko parang.my parents just want the best for me and this is my fault.if i worked hard last year it wouldn't end up this way.dba naman? :D i'm trying to look at things in a nicer perspective.Although,at first it did hurt.:D :)) i was thinking.maybe lang naman.i could celebrate my 13th birffdayyy at DOREMI's :D oo alam ko ang cheap and corny pero maraming memories dun sa tapsihan na yun e :> .tapos JUDIELIANS ONLY.you have no idea how much that would make me happy.AND IT WOULD BE ALOT BETTER if ALL JUDIELIANS WOULD BE THERE :) kasama si SIR QUE.odba.bonggang bongga :D :)) crossposting baby :D now playing: thinking of you-katy perry How do i get better once i already had the best? Thursday, March 26, 2009, 8:40 PM you're just so good with words. TODAY WAS JUST AMAZING. i love karlo pasamba :) omygod talaga.:)) thankyou dear.i'll post the convo here. im bored.bored.bored.bored to death.and i swear I DO NOT FEEL SLEEPY. The History of: Madeleine Cruz 1. Raised in:Manila,Philippines 2. Planned baby: yezzers.:> 3. Birth date: 100896 4. Any siblings: one bitch =)) 5. Younger or older: older 6. Hair color: Black 7. Hair length: long 8. first school: Colegio de Santa Rosa,Makati :) 9. Eye color:dark brown.like katy perry's. 10. Shoe size: 9...or 10 :) 11. Mood:happy.:D 12. Smell:Victoria Secret Beauty Rush in Appletini. 13. Height : 5'5" YEZZERS :D 14. Lefty/righty:rightie. LOVE LIFE: 1. Do you believe in love? uhhhh.YAAAAH :D 2. Have you ever been heartbroken? like 3564464 times. 5. Have you ever fallen for a friend? yess. 6. Are you afraid of commitment? fasjgdklasgbskey.nuhuuhh. 7. Do you believe in love at first sight? no. THIS OR THAT: 1. Love or money? LOVE IS STUPID.:\| MONEY :D 2. Hard liquor or beer? hard liquor. 3. One night stands or relationships? Relationships.only pokpoks do one night stands. 4. Television or internet? internet 5. Pepsi or coke? both.guilty pleasurezzz :> 6. Fun night out or romantic night in? :\| both =))) 7. Phone or in Person? in Person. 8. Aim or myspace im? MYSPACE IM.:) but i barely use mine. HAVE YOU EVER: 1. Have you ever been caught sneaking out? no 2. Have you ever skinny dipped? yes 3. Have you ever done something you regret? yes 4. Have you ever been on a house boat? no. 5. Have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker? no. 6. Have you ever colored your hair? with spray thingies. :) 7. Have you ever been streaking? haha no. ARE YOU: 1. Are you missing someone right now? yes 2. Are you talking to anyone right now? no.but i am waiting for someone.:D 3. Are you German? no 4. Are you Italian? no 5. Are you British? HELL,i wish. 6. Are you Russian?no. 7. Are you Norwegian? no 8. Are you Indian? no 9. Are you Irish? no 10. Are your parents still married? yes DO YOU: 1. Do you get depressed about things easily? no 2. Do you live life to the fullest? I ALWAYS DO :D and whatever happens,no regrets :) 3. Are you comfortable with the way you look? yeah sure. 4. How do you dress? Dress then havaianas or sneakers,skinny jeans and shirt,shorts and shirt.whatver. 5. Are you scared of growing up old and alone? yes. 6. do you smoke or drink? drink. CIGARETTES would kill us.:> 7. Favorite season? my birthday season.hahahaha =)) 8. Are you a vegetarian? no 9. Current song your listening to? walk through hell-say anything. 5 Facts 1. Middle initial: G 2. Astrological sign: Libra. 3. Eye color: Dark Brown 4. Birth day (Monday, Tuesday, etc.):no idea. 5. Home state: walang ganyan sa pilipinas. 5 Favorites 6. Fave movie: nick and norah's infinite playlist,juno 7. Fave book: twilight,saving my first kiss 8. Fave candy: PUSHPOPS! :D:D 9. Fave makeup: eyeliner and cheek tint. 10. Fave magazine: jgdhflsghrlikghCANDY :) 5 People 11. Newest friend:miggy javier. 12. Childhood nemesis: ;) 13. Longest-lasting crush:jam capistrano.(1 year and a half.) SHIT :\| :)) 14. Role model: i am my own role model. (hahahahaha. that line owns me.) 15. Kindergarten teacher: Ms.Flor :) 5 Things 16. My love's name is:sino dun? :)) hahhaaa. 17. I can’t find my:nick and norah's infinite playlist book and DVD 18. My friends say that I: am a great friend.:)) 19. My parents were going to name me: MADELEINE. 20. I would never eat: a snake. 5 Moments 21. I read my first magazine when:i was 6. 22. The first time I lost a friend was when: :\| that "friend" was such a flirt to every guy who courted me. 23. I had a really good laugh when: :\| :)) 24. I was so proud of myself when: i graduated elementary. i mean who would've thought that im capable of doing such thing? :)) to think that i failed almost all my subject. 25. If I could, I would go back to: that time when we were having the retreat. Five Places 26. My first kiss happened (or should happen) at: under the rain 27. I spend most of my time at: School 28. I used to hide my diary: in my bag. i hid the KEY inside a casette tape. i had to unscrew it just to get the key. :) i was a clever child. :) 29. My favorite place to unwind is: fully booked. 30. I'd hate to live in: India. 5 Either/Ors 31. Morning or night: Night 32. Cats or dogs: Dogs 33. Computer or cell phone: computer. anytime. 34. Pop or soda: Soda. 35. Vegetables or fruit: fruits 5 Ifs 36. If I could move anywhere, it would be: in UK 37. If I were an animal, I would be: a dog 38. If I could change one thing, it would be: my grades.hahaha :)) 39. If I had one superpower, it would be: to control people.to do the impossible. 40. If I had a million dollars, I would: donate half to different charity organizations. and spend the other half on malls. :) 5 Pasts 41. My first word was: i have no idea. 42. When I played make-believe, I: used to think that Nick Carter was living next to us and that he was courting me =)) 43. I used to watch, on continual repeat: Another Cinderella Story. 44. I can’t believe I worried so much about: The future.FUCKTHEWHAT? :\| 45. I was so afraid of: cockroaches. 5 Futures 46. When I grow up, I want to be: photographer,performer and..... 47. Before I die, I hope to: fix all the things i broke. 48. I'll be friends with: pretty people. 49. I'll live: like a princess. 50. I'll make a difference by: subtracting. :) =)) Tuesday, March 24, 2009, 7:27 PM this is shit.:\| i'm just pissed off.REALLY PISSED OFF.I'm going to transfer to another school and they only told me about it last monday.DOY.and they're expecting that things would work out the same for me.HELL IT WONT.i could not just leave all those behind.i could NOT just leave something that has been a huge GIGANTIC,ENORMOUS part of my life.I wish they told me about it before graduation,ATLEAST,i knew that those were my last days in St.Paul,and just maybe i spent my last few hours there WISELY.PUTA.PUTA.PUTA.PUTA. I told my mom that she should've told me days before graduation,even after N.A.T.and she's making my issues an excuse for me to let it pass.DUUUUUHHHH.that's another story.the point is.TRANSFERRING ME TO DOMINICAN COLLEGE is somewhat my punishment for being a huge bitch and being a bad-assed kiddo.(but believe me, i would never regret doing those stuff) and that's EXACTLY my point.look into the logic.YOU COULD NEVER CORRECT A WRONGDOING BY DOING ANOTHER WRONG DEED.i'm not saying it because i'm trying defend myself but it is TRUE.super super super true.this is the only time you've heard from me DIRECTLY and you're telling me that i'm biased.HELL I AM NOT.you never listened to me. SISTER.i know you're going to read this and ipapabasa mo sakanila ( i think) but you guys never listened to me.NEVER.dito lang ako nakakapagvent out.inis na inis na ako.YOU GUYS HAVE TO LISTEN TO WHAT I HAVE TO SAY.and don't be such a hypocrite.i know you feel the same way rin kasi you're naiinis that they never listen to you.so.cover up nalang for me :D i love you.:D Saturday, March 21, 2009, 5:51 AM MAKIKIGAYA NALANG AKO SA POST NG MGA PEOPLES :> If someone were to tell you they like you right now, would you care? -no i won't :) Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for? -:\| Where did you last sleep other than your house? -uhmm.in tagaste retreat house.:D Do you have a best friend? -yup.MANY :) and each of them are special :) Do you smoke? -i don't and i don't plan to. Do you remember what you were like a year ago? -yes.i was a MAJORLOSER :)) but a much better person. Who was the last person you cried in front of? -KENNETH :\| Where are you right now, and how do you feel about where you are? -it's hard to explain.i'm happy and at the same time filled with regret. Can you vote next election? -not yet.i still have to wait for 5 years or 4 years.idk.:\| you do the math.:)) What are you listening to? -the sound of the television. When will your next kiss be? -i don't know.:))))) Where do you keep your money? -inside my wallet. Do you love someone right now? -ALOT OF PEOPLE. Do you like someone right now? -yuuuuuhhhh.:\| Who was the last person to call you beautiful/gorgeous? -marami eh.:)) :)) joke :)) Ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex? -only girls na walang respeto sa sarili would do that.:) Where did your last hug take place? -uhhhhh.ROB PIONEER =))) PDA =)))) Where were you at 3:02 this morning? -sleeping. Last place you took a plane to? -what a shame.di pa ako nakakasakay sa erplen :)) How do you feel about the person who texted you last? -disgusted.to deaaatthhh. Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot? -yuuuuhhh :> :)) :D:D \:D/ :)) :) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? -yizz.and mahirap :) Who did you last go out to eat with? -kei ann and tita yolly. Do you have unlimited texts? -hindi.maarte ako eh.regularrr.:> may valid reason naman eh (?) :)) When is the last time you took a nap? -i don't take naps.:)) Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? -kei ann :) Do you talk about your feelings or hide them? -depends on who im talking to.:D Do you wear glasses? -nope. What are you looking forward to in the next month? -swimming :D:D and lakwachazzz. The way to win your heart? -im not hard to please sooo ewan ko =)) So how was your weekend? -crappy and boring and :\| Are you dating the last person you kissed? -anoba magagalit sakin si radj =)) What are you like when you're drunk? -i laugh and laugh to the extent that people wanna strangle me.:> :)) The last person you fought with? -sister. What were you doing last night at 10pm? -uhhh.bishing =)))) watching TV:D How long is your hair? -not long and not short,just right! :D Last text message received? -gm's. Name what's on your mind right now? -i wanna go swimming. -i couldn't picture myself studying in dominican college.:\| -i understand that they're going to make me study there for my own good,but hello,it isn't that easy for me to accept their decision.THERE ARE ALOT THAT I HAVE TO LEAVE BEHIND.and i couldn't just leave something that has been a huge,gigantic part of my life.:( What were you last listening to in the car? -crappy song :\| When was the last time you sang out loud? -few days ago. What do you really want right now? -for things not to change.I WANT TO STAY IN SPCM :) When was the last time you got yelled at? -seconds ago :\| Who do you really want to see right now? -judielax,DTP's and sisterhood.and jayne.and kenneth.:\| Where do you see yourself in 6 years? -in lasalle or anywhere chorba chorba :)) Do you swear a lot? -i think ? :S Who was the last person you slept in a bed with? -sister. Where was your default MySpace picture taken? living room. Favorite drink? -BUCKS,pepziiii.(kahit nakakaguilty =)) ) What are you going to do tomorrow? -die becoz of boredom. What is in store for your future? -dk. Do you miss someone today? -MILLIONS OF PEOPLE Wednesday, March 18, 2009, 9:24 AM OMF to the ggg :> :)) LIBRA - The Harmonizer (Sept 23 - Oct 22) Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous.Very loving and beautiful. :)))))) ~~Flirtatious~~ :\| :\| :)) . Give in too easily. Procrastinators.^{Very gullible}. hahaha :)) totoong totoo :D:D :)) Graduation na later.and i am sooo noooot excited.:\|:\| :((((((( :))) = )) :( :\| :)) ang hot nung kuya ni calanog :"> kamukha ni *sidnsdsnin uhh.nevermind =)) i'll miss you judielax :( GRADUATION GIFTS: lip balm :) ) kasi summer na :\| :)) isang JUMBO PUSHPOP! :D Tankini =)) (i want the one na nandun sa SM :D ) letters.oo LETTERS :> hugs.and kisses.and photos.:D nung grad. MY GRADES.please? naghirap kaya ako para dun =)) PASS THE N.A.T. FIFA na lanyard.yung black or yung purple.DEUTSCHLAND! :D digicam. shirts and dresses yung cute na cow sa SM and lots of moooneeeeeyyy:D i'll miss you judielians kahit anung mangyari.EPIC parin naman yung dumbele natin eh =)) i'll miss yung bwiset na bunganga ni krisha i'll mis yung hugs and kisses. i'll miss yung pagsaway ni rosemarie i'll miss yung kaEPALan ni Darwin =)) yung joketime namin ni calanog yung pagkain sa classroom yung :\| ay basta.i'll miss you guuuuuuyysss.:( THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR ALLOWING ME TO BE PART OF YOUR LIFE AS MUCH AS YOUVE BEEN PART OF MINE.ilysm.>:D! classmates next year or not JUDIELAX PARIN FOREVER! :D eto last request na talaga.i want one last round sa TAPSI.yun lang.i mean yung sobrang dami namin na di kami magkasha na dun sa tapsilogan.:\|walang pics last time ehh:\| :)) and also alis kasama sila without the parents and their shenanigens.:\| PUCHAAAA:( Sunday, March 8, 2009, 4:36 AM swagger like mine.:> The past year,time just passed by without prior notice. HINDI KO NARMDAMAN.AYGRABE.PARANG WALA LANG =)) soo.i decided.i want these for my birthday.:) it's better this way.atleast i PLANNED :)) uhmmm.okay. >LIP SMACKERS (original strawberry skittles lip balm or anything na lip smackers) here oh : http://trendyxchemistry.multiply.com/photos/album/15#1 >TANKINI :) ohyeah \:D/ it would be better kapag shorts yung sa baba.:D yung design stars or hearts or stripes or anyhting na cute :D nabibili yun sa mga malls =)) >MOBILE NOTE TAKER.it looks like this. >DSLR OR DIGICAM.pleeaaaseee? i've been wanting this since last year? :D >FIFA LANYARD .deutschland :) the black one.:D:D >STAR SHADES na red.:> (http://uberhappy.multiply.com/photos/album/314/CLEARANCE_SALE) >CUTE SHIRTS/LOGO TOPS from whatever! :D >PURPLE TIGHTS :) >PURPLE STOCKINGS :) >yellow flats.:D >CHOCOLATESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! :D:D:D >Neon colored skinny jeans.:D :)) >peace pendant :D >STARBUUUUUUUUCKSS and KRISPY KREEMES :D >JB CD :) Saturday, March 7, 2009, 9:47 PM YEAH \:D/ makikigaya nalang ako sa posts ng mga tao :)) i have alot of stories but i guess it would be better if only my REAL FRIENDS know about my inner emotions.and besides,i might jinx it.I don't want to screw things up. Yesterday,was well one of the worst and best days of my life.It was filled with the absurdity of irony and the beauty of the truth.:D Thursday, March 5, 2009, 5:20 AM absurdity of irony. TAPOS NA YUNG N.A.T.uhuhhh.\:D/ nag enjoy ako mag shade ng circles =))) MS.CORTEZ WAS OUR PROCTOR :D hahaha.today,was well.amazing :) PEACE AND HARMONY =))))))))))))) haha.:D:D:D SABI NGA PALA NI MISS FORMENTERA MAGANDA DAW YUNG PROJECT KO \:D/ :)) pero basta.malapit na graduating and we still have no plans :\| :)) Wednesday, March 4, 2009, 5:45 PM my strength is put to the test. i have N.A .T later at 11:30 am.haha.:) SAYY WHUUUTTT.I'LL BE GRADUATING! \:D/ :)) i finished the clearance already. wish me luck guys.:) pukareret.:\| haha.when i get through this test succesfully,only then can i say that i am FREEE :D		thedeceptionist Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt. I'm no good at introducing myself.I'm Madie.READ THROUGH MY POSTS :)		partnersincrime MADIE CRUZ:) friendster multiply facebook twitter plurk B♥ Bañez multiply blogger MIKE GALLEGO multiply blogger BIANX ABENG multiply blogger SAM MEDINA multiply tumblr OLD POSTS/BLOG SWEETIE :D TUMBLR backtoyesterday + yezyezyez. + alive alive :> + this is how far i've come + ang saya ko ba? =)) + do you know that you'd always be my light? + never thought i'd fall for you as hard as i did. + We fell out of place + my heart is still wide open. + ocean of emotion :> + follow me :D wheni'mgone + February 2009 + March 2009 + April 2009 + May 2009 + June 2009 + July 2009 + September 2009 takeabow An accidentality production Inspiration from DancingSheep & BONBON:D		theventingmachine